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A Report from the Food for Thought Film Series
“... holding fast to a belief that, through farming, they can raise their children with a strong ethic, while contributing to a more sustainable food system”
January’s Food For Thought Film was Rudd Simmons’ documentary, The First Season. The film features Paul and Phyllis van Amburg as they embark on a labor of love. Purchasing a dairy farm at a time when so many dairy operations are selling out, the Van Amburgs take on the enormous challenge of updating the run down farm buildings and equipment, starting a herd, and raising their growing family. Simmons became interested in the project after knowing the couple for several years. Initially dismayed at their decision, Simmons later proposed making a documentary about their experience. Simmons followed the Van Amburgs as they went through their long days, recording the never-ending work of farm life in cinema verité style. I grew up spending time with friends and relatives who farmed, including one whose family ran a large dairy farm. Still, watching the film, I realized how completely I had forgotten the constant struggle to impose order on chaos. And, the sheer earthiness of farm life. Caring for livestock demands a level of commitment unimaginable to most modern, urban dwellers. It also exposes the caregiver to an unrelenting intimacy with the bodily functions of creatures quite a bit larger than the domestic variety. The camera is there as calves, afterbirth, and other fluids emerge from the back ends of cows. Then, of course, there’s also the milking.

The milking schedule dictates the day’s activities, and before their milking room is ready, Phyllis is milking cows by hand. Calving and calf care require careful attention and patience. Add pigs, beef cattle, and draft horses, and the chores really add up. As Paul said in the panel discussion afterwards, “If you don’t do your job, things can die.”

All that is just the outdoor part of running the farm. There’s also a busy domestic side, as the Van Amburgs raise their three young children and expect a fourth. And, of course, there’s the business aspect of the farm. The couple must talk with contractors, keep track of their finances, and try to pay all their bills, as they interact with their dairy cooperative and numerous other service and equipment providers.

There’s a striking moment part way through the film, as Paul and Phyllis sit down to look at their budget. They find their expenses are running $14,000– 15,000 over their income. Farming is definitely not for the faint of heart, or the risk averse. Although both are working constantly, they find “we’re behind on everything,” and must discuss which bills they can pay at that time. They persevere, however, and begin to gain ground as the year goes on. “Making money was not our goal,” Paul explains. “Can we just run the farm at a break-even? Every farm, that’s what they’re doing—or worse.”

Breaking even while running a certified organic farm in a way that won’t “go below that moral code that we have” is an exhausting prospect: pigs break loose, cows refuse to be herded into the barn, a calf, and later a cow, dies, the laundry and the dishes pile up. At one point, Paul comes in to check on how things are going in the barn, his fatigue showing. “Every time my ass sees a chair, it faints,” he says, sinking his tall frame into an old lawn chair. Through it all, their values, determination, and sense of humor support them. They take stock, learn from what goes wrong, and hold on to a belief that through this way of life they can raise their children with important life skills and a strong ethic, while contributing to a more sustainable food system. Paul and Phyllis were there to answer questions after the movie, and to bring the audience up to date on the farm six years after filming. The economic turbulence of the last several years have been a challenge. Paul pointed out that we’ve “built a food system that’s very good at returning profits to shareholders and a small group of multinationals,” but the quality is questionable, and small farmers struggle to make it. “You can pour yourself completely into it, it doesn’t matter…” he said, because the vagaries of weather are always out of your control.

But the Van Amburgs have made intelligent adaptations. They discussed how they had moved their focus toward grass-fed dairy, and now supply milk to the Maple Hill Creamery. They sold off the pigs after the big escape, and they now let the cows raise their own calves. Most of all, they spoke with enthusiasm of how their children have proudly joined them in the careful choreography of the family chores.
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